Baking Memories

Et bientôt, machinalement, accablé par la morne journée et la perspective d’un triste lendemain, je portai à mes lèvres une cuillerée du thé où j’avais laissé s’amollir un morceau de madeleine. Mais à l’instant même où la gorgée mêlée des miettes du gâteau toucha mon palais, je tressaillis, attentif à ce qui se passait d’extraordinaire en moi. Un plaisir délicieux m’avait envahi, isolé, sans la notion de sa cause. Il m’avait aussitôt rendu les vicissitudes de la vie indifférentes, ses désastres inoffensifs, sa brièveté illusoire, de la même façon qu’opère l’amour, en me remplissant d’une essence précieuse: ou plutôt cette essence n’était pas en moi, elle était moi. J’avais cessé de me sentire médiocre, contingent, mortel. D’où avait pu me venir cette puissante joie? Je sentais q’elle était liée au goût du thé et du gâteau, mais qu’elle le dépassait infiniment, ne devait pas être de même nature. [source] [Marcel Proust: Combray. p.44].

The smell, the taste because we have such a hard time to reproduce a memory before our inner nose, our inner tongue, much in the same way we recall an image that in turn allows us to memorize an element of a story, create much stronger memories when recalled.

There is no ars memorativa of smell, only the sudden flash when you open a drawer and find yourself back home.

Baking a cake or creating perfumes are possible ways to recreate the memory of smell. The Madeleine recipe: Baking Memories II

At the Pool

After multiple requests to extend my blog int the daddy-blog space: “you will be sooo successful, everyone will ready you”, I’ll give it a try.

Today at the pool. Watching Miriam. A little girl, still a bit wobbly on her feet, young enough and good looking enough to get away with running around topless even in puritan America runs to the pool edge, jumps-falls into the water, her little body sinks under the water surface, her face down, she doesn’t move, wiggles her arms around, sinks deeper, her head under the water, bubbles, wiggling arms, no movement….comes up gasping for air…face down in the water again, sinking to the bottom of the pool…coming up with the toy she has been diving for, swimming to the steps to climb out on her wobbly feet, runs to the edge and jumps in again.

What do I do? She’s probably the better swimmer.

Do Blogs need Humans?

We need blogs. More blogs, new blogs, blogs about everything and it is hard to envision how we ever lived without those little snippets of mostly irrelevant content. In a recursive way this applies equally to this blog entry. Blogs fall into multiple categories, including a few high-profile blogs read by many, a middle-ground of blogs with a more or less sizable readership and those who are not even intended to be read by anyone. And then there are blogs that are not even created by humans. And there are tests to find out if you’re human. Bladerunner and Alan Turing explored this topic in very different ways, but more about that later.

Maybe blogs can live and replicate and organize themselves in a completely human-free environment and would be much happier. I found an inbound link in my WordPress dashboard to Deutsche Piraten Newcomer Blogcharts, a list of new and unknown blogs written in German. Floblogg is not new, it’s only partly German but I guess it’s pretty unknown. The list is limited to German, G-rated blogs The list is automatically generated from Technorati and a brief check of other blogs above and below my position #44 shows computer generated X-rated referral sites to Webcams and porn (Sorry no NSFW-links; not worth bothering about lists of links with mediocre sex pics). The blog is geneated automatically, entered into Technorati, selected for the list by a program and if successfully propelled into the Web, will replicate. Blogs feed of each other, they don’t need us to intervene. Leaves the question if the pictures of the girls will eventually be replaced by images of chips and code. Continue reading

Is there a Zamp in my Memory?

The evening ritual had settled in to first read Dr. Seuss: There’s a Zamp in My Lamp while sitting on the bed so she could pull, rotate and wiggle all the different tabs in the book and then I would move to the leather chair to sit under the reading lamp and continue with my reading of Combray while she searches for the bist place and the best position to sleep, rolling around to feel the energy of the ever square inch, much in the way Castaneda describes it in the Teachings of Don Juan.

Marcel Proust A la recherche du temps perdu

Marcel Proust: A la recherche du temps perdu

The German paperback edition I am reading is uttely disappointing in its print quality, yet she likes the three heavy volumes that give her a feeling of the 4194 pages (I am confident that we’re through before she leaves for college, we have at least another 15 years to go) ahead of us.

While reading to her, I’m asking myself what the Proust’s Narrateur would have thought of Dr. Seuss and if reading Cat in thew Hat or hat in the Cat would have releaved him from the terrible pain of going to bed. Did Seuss read Proust? The strange mixture of these orthogonal approaches to the ghosts that surround us, that are part of our house, our life creates an experience, a memory that may well be independent from the actual text by telling a story of movable paper tabs and a stream of vaguely comprehensible words in excessively long sentences. At 3 1/2 it is hard for her to explain why she likes Proust or Seuss but they are both important to us as a way to tell a new story.

In Need for a Big Favor Cake

I received an urgent email today:

“Remember that great Küchen [cake] you made for us,
the one with the 6 eggs, we ended up taking the left overs
it with us on one of our sailing trips and enjoyed it for
breakfast every morning until it was gone….”

I do remember and as this is an urgent request by a friend, here we go:

Schokoladenguglhupf (Streifen-, bzw. Marmorierter Gugelhupf).
Cougglof au chocolat (2 Stunden, 1 Port. = 712 Kal.)
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